I don’t always feel like me. Heck I am not even sure who “me” is anymore. Everyday I play a character. A different version of myself essentially. Never am I the same for every day. There is always a difference. One tiny thing. Acting lets me express myself in that way really. I use it as a way to regulate my emotions. One day I’ll be this emotional wreck of the person. The next I’ll be the most confident person you’ll ever met. My only question is who am I really? I don’t think I ever knew who I actually was. I don’t even think I fully became myself. Instead I broke myself into different parts for me to play when the emotion is too much. Its that I have to ask myself who I really am. I just never know the answer.

And I don’t want the world to see me

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand

When everything’s meant to be broken

I just want you to know who I am


Big boss appears in ‘what does metal gear solid really teach’


He’ll be missing them. And you’re his only hope of getting them back.


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