So school ends soon in a few days and I have decided on the last day while i leave the parking lot of my school that I am going to start playing School’s out EXTREMELY loud in my car with the windows down and jam to it with not a care in the world
People always seem to compare themselves to models and how much “prettier” or “skinnier” they are then them and honestly the “models” that everyone seems to compare themselves to are actually about 10-20% of real models as in there are another 80-90% who are models that look nothing like that and that 10-20% that you see either have quiet a lot of problems like most of that 10-20% are anorexic or if they’re on a magazine they’re digitally edited to look like that. Think about the people that look like “normal” I guess you could say but in my opinion there is no such thing as normal but anyways people that are in commercials that don’t look “super skinny” or anything and they are literally models. Point is you don’t have to be “super skinny” or be amazingly beautiful to be a model or to look good at all. Anyone and I mean ANYONE can be a model it isn’t really that hard. You might not get to walk on the runway but that doesn’t really matter in being a model, and in my opinion people that are toothpick thin aren’t all that attractive. As well as looks might be the thing to get someone to talk to you or like you at first but the personality is what makes them stay. I’d rather have a great personality than a shit one. So be yourself and whenever you see those “modeling” things remember more than half of it is fake.
As an actor I am against censorship. Because I feel it can hide a character’s emotion towards something. Say everything is blowing up and going to hell you aren’t going to say “Oh Crap!” you’d more likely say “Oh Shit!” and if they dub “Shit!” over with “Crap!” it’s simply not the same whatsoever. Then there are the things were they just put a bleep there and i mean really? Really? like that totally makes it to where i don’t know what they just said. It’s quite obvious of what they have said. Censorship can completely mess up getting a person into a movie with how the character feels and is really unneeded. Censorship is completely not needed for adults or for that matter teenagers at all since they hear those things all the time whether its from friends at school or from their parents themselves. I can understand it for little children but they hear it as well from their friends that have heard it and don’t know what it means or from their parents whenever they argue. And as children they shouldn’t be allowed to watch something that even uses a curse word honestly its the parents that are at fault if they do at that point. Censorship is completely useless there are so many other ways you can hear things like that and those are ways that can’t be censored. Censorship holds an actor back on how he can express his characters true emotion.
I’ve come to realize that, as an actor myself, everyone is an actor. Really just watch how people are. When someone tells a story do they not try to act it out or talk about something that someone has said before they mimic what they did. That is acting and people may not realize that. Which makes everyone an actor but only a few actually get paid for it. I tell a lot of stories and act them out as i tell them which is why i like acting so much i assume. Even my doctor has acted something out before. Acting is something very good in this world. It can make people feel unlike anything else. When you go to a movie about someone dying or something similar you feel an emotional attachment to that person depending on who they are. you’re either like “Hell yeah! finally that guy needed to die” or “oh god! *sob* why did he have to die?” there are so many things acting does that isn’t only entertainment which is really why i love it so much. I want to become a big time actor and I’ve already gone to college for it and I’m going to again right after i finish high school. I want to make people feel exactly what my character does wither its happiness, sadness, loneliness, anger, confusion, ect. or what they should feel with the movie/show. I wish i could be as great as Charlie Chaplin some day and by following what he says about confidence I am going to try everything.. wait no I’m not going to try, trying gets you no where I am going to be the best as possible, the best ever. Confidence is the first step at winning, and oh do i have the confidence. Everyone should have confidence in themselves. It’s amazing how far you can get in life if you just believe in yourself. I guess what I’m saying is be confident in yourself and live life to it’s fullest and don’t let anyone tell you that you’re any less than who you are. Everyone is perfect in their own ways. It’s our flaws that make us different from everyone else, but for every flaw there is something else that no one else has that you do. I started out talking about acting now look where i got haha. Anyways always believe you can do something and don’t just try to do it actually do it.
Hmmm I don’t exactly know why I want to talk about hate but I feel the need to. Hate shouldn’t exist at all. Quite literally it shouldn’t. I am not a religious person whatsoever but I do know that “God” say’s to hate no one and love everyone or in the bibles words your neighbor which classifies as everyone. Yet so many wars are over religious views and arguments are about whats right to “God” and what isn’t. That is hate and you shouldn’t hate. As human’s I suppose hate is a natural thing. I’d like to say I don’t hate anyone. Though I actually don’t hate anyone I have hated people before of course and I’m sure everyone has. I try not to hate no matter what, and it isn’t that hard. Simply be open minded about things and what they say won’t bother you. That doesn’t mean to not share your views on anything just don’t make a big deal about if you think they are wrong. You can have a discussion over something with someone who has a different view than you without yelling or getting mad if you simply relax and keep an open mind. Everyone has opinions and nothing is ever going to change that. The only thing we can change is how we handle that, and to start to change that is to not hate just because they do this or they do that. Yes what it is they do may be completely wrong but they think its right or feel it is. i’m sure you don’t want someone hating you for who you are. I know I sure don’t want anyone hating me for who I am. Hatred is something that kills, and if you hate someone because they hate you then you’re no better than them. Love everyone you met be friends to them even if they completely hate your guts, or you don’t know them. This world could do with more kindness in it. Always remember there is never too much kindness but there is always too much hate in. So lets change that shall we?
I don’t really know why i am typing this. I don’t really don’t think it will get anywhere but maybe it can change a few minds and open some eyes. This world is pretty cruel yes. But we are the ones that make it that way. Why? that i do not know. All the Wars, Crimes, Bombings, Killings, Everything is done for some ridiculous reason. Us human’s don’t like to just leave things alone and not argue or fight about things that are completely pointless and only cause death, destruction and economical problems. Some would say human’s are made like this. Made to fight over differences and things but no. Human’s and not just Humans but all living things are made to live. It is that simple. As human’s we shouldn’t fight or argue over pointless things. We should love one another and care for each other not hate anyone. Think about how much more we could do and get done if we all worked together. I mean really if you did a little project yourself is it as good if you had a friend help you with it? if not then why wouldn’t it be? You can always learn from your mistakes but we never seem to learn from our big one’s. Such as pointless war’s. I am all for unity but where is it? just because someone is attracted to the same sex, has a different religion, isn’t the same race as you, sounds different, looks different, doesn’t have a full functioning brain, or is much smarter than you doesn’t mean you can’t be friends and work together and it doesn’t mean you have to disregard them completely or hate them. If people left people alone with completely stupid things we’d be in a better world. If we all got along we could work on making the Earth a better place as well as venturing to other planets and discovering new things. We wouldn’t have war’s and no one would go starving. We can all get along. We weren’t meant to kill each other. We were meant to live together. Life doesn’t have a meaning it never started with one, but you do. As human’s we all have a meaning we just have to make that meaning actually mean something. weather its helping someone cross the road or giving someone confidence in something. Not everything has to be a competition We can all do it together. What’s stopping us? only hard headed stubborn people. which everyone is stubborn in a way but being able to understand another and being okay with it and working it together to see what is actually correct rather than arguing when neither could be correct is ridiculous and unneeded. A Person is smart but people as a group can be completely stupid we should change that. We need to be the voice of a generation. Make a difference no matter how small. We need to come together not because we have to or because our lives depend on it but for the better of humanity and everyone that lives after we are gone because there certainly will be more after us. Only thing is that the worst part is that all the people doing these things are the ones with power and power is only needed to hurt for everything else all you need is love. I really don’t know if anyone understands anything they just read but I don’t mind and I thank you for reading. Go make a difference, go make a future, go live your life, go be you and love all you met no matter what their attitude towards you is. Only the unloved hate, and this world would be a tomb if there were no love.
