First off I must say it is late. And my mind has decided to find the meaning for life. In an odd way at that. Simply put my mind has been doing some extraordinary things at this point. I feel quiet amazing and I must share this with you. Starting with the saying when life gives you lemons what do you do? Well you make lemonade of course! Well yes but here is a new way to think of that. When life gives you lemons yes make lemonade but dont just do that. Lemons have seeds yes? So plant those seeds and eventually in due time you will have a lemon tree an unlimited supply of lemons as long as you have given that wonderful tree plenty of love and care it will supply you with an unlimited amount of lemons. That is such a spectacular thought isn’t it? You will always have this thing that life gave you because you took care of it! The lemon tree would produce more lemons which you can grow more trees and more and even more! And all you ever needed was simply one single lemon. But maybe you’re wondering “well what does that mean?” well I want you to think about it and I dont just mean ponder I mean for you to have a long profound thought about it and here’s what I want you to do while you do so. Simply take the word lemon and replace it with one very simple word and that word is happiness.
Sometimes I wish some of my friends were more intelligent. No not sometimes all the time. They also think they can take most of the credit for shit that I did. Mother Fuckers shouldn’t even get the pleasure of calling me a friend. Pricks.
Never think you are Insignificant ever because no matter how small you are to the world or to anything you can make a difference, you can make a change and you can make the world a better place. Just think, All it takes is the smallest piece of snow or rock to start an avalanche sometimes not even that sometimes just a sound can do it. So can you.
you know for once I’d like my birthday to be about ME rather than everyone else that “come over” for my birthday yeah they came over for MY birthday if they don’t want to have a day all about ME then they can LEAVE! I don’t want to have to give up my fucking room for someone because my parents said they could fucking stay the night and yeah i might be friends with one of them but ya know he can fucking sleep with me in the same damn room and I’d prefer it to be MY FUCKING ROOM! I don’t want his fucking parents sleeping in my fucking bed on my fucking birthday mother fucker! and I don’t want my fucking grandma to sleep in my fucking bed either half of my fucking family doesn’t even come for my birthday and no one gave up their fucking room for me I don’t wanna give up my room for fucking anyone on the day that’s supposed to be all about ME. and if they don’t fucking like that then they don’t fucking deserve to come to my damn party and have my motherfucking cake! I also want to have the living room TV so me and MY friends can play games and such on it since it is MUCH bigger than any other fucking TV in the house! but nooooooo I am not fucking allowed to because of other people wanting to watch TV well FUCK THEM! THEY CAN WATCH ME AND MY FUCKING FRIENDS KICK ASS AT GAMES! Why on my birthday would I have to submit to other peoples fucking problems when this day is supposed to be about ME! I am not a very selfish person hell I am not really selfish at all but ITS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY! my 18th none the less and you people tell me I can’t do MY OWN SHIT ON MY GOD DAMN BIRTHDAY!
you should like pay attention to me often >.> like often often ya know? cause like I really love you and stuff and I want your attention :3 because I like having your attention because it’s nice and you’re nice and pretty and cute and stuffs. You’re sweet and I really like it when you’re sweet to meeeeeee. yeah haha and i wanna make you happy and stuffs :3 yeah
Never ever regret anything ever. For one reason and for one reason only. If you didn’t make those decisions you wouldn’t be who you are. You that special person that you are. You who can make someone the happiest person ever. You are you because of what you do and that is who you are and you are completely and 100% special. So regret nothing because I don’t and I am proud of who I am today and who I will become. You should be proud of that too.